Wednesday, December 28, 2011

Change of Plans

I just received our final itinerary at it seems that the day we meet Makinley has been moved to January 4th.

Feeling very sad right now.

I hate leaving my children and knowing that I will be sitting in China for three days before I can even meet her (when I could be home with my children) is kinda yanking at my heart.

I know that God has a plan.  And I will enjoy the time alone with my husband.  It is just a long time to be away when you have littles and bigs at home.

Good news is, we do leave in two days.  I know I will feel better when I get there.  I am just already missing my children and I haven't even left.


soon 2 B 4 said...

What a roller coaster to change things at such the last minute...! Sorry for that. BUT, still very excited for you too!
My heart can SO relate to the hardness of leaving the other kids behind... We will pray for them and you, and that your extra days there will be so full of blessings for you two and for those at home. It will be neat to hear about what God is doing as you write from China and as you sort it all out in hindsight...
Big blessings in your final hours!!!

Karin said...

I totally know what you mean. Try to enjoy the time with your hubby, though. God must have thought you needed it, so ENJOY! He always has a perfect plan.